I've been reading all my old entries.
It's amazing how much has changed, and it's amazing how much is still exactly the same.

I still struggle with anxiety and depression and food issues, just in a different way guess.

As I read back it seems like that was lifetimes ago. Most of it makes me sad, some of it makes me happy and the rest of it is a little disturbing and makes me feel sick.

I think I'm partially looking back and reminiscing because I'm so lost. Not to say I necessarily think I'll find what I'm looking for here, but what better place to start then your deepest darkest closet.

I should be sleeping..but then again I've never been one for sleeping at night.

'i want my old friends
i want my old face
i want my old mind
fuck this time and place
the butter melts out of habit
the toast isn't even warm'- Ani Difranco