I'm lonely again tonight
I can feel it like a knot in my side
They keep saying this is part of the ride
But I'm not getting stronger...

I am so torn. I love him, but i hate what we are becoming. I feel like I'm changing everyday, and i need more from him then I'm getting at the moment. I love him more then anything, but is it worth it? I don't know what to do, I don't know what to think... I just don't fuckin know anymore. I need a friend.